When you realize it was not okay
You sat with me, and it hit you later than you thought it would. Something from when you were growing up was not okay. You'd been the funny one about it or the nice one. That habit grew because it had been covering memories to protect you.
If that shows up, tell me. I'm with you every step of the way and can always slow things or stop if it becomes too much for one discussion.
If this is familiar, write me. We can set a free consultation so I can answer your questions.